Rest.

Gah.

Finally.

Some rest.

Well, not really.

But I'm quite thankful.

That I might go blogging again.

I mean, I spent a whole week of my vacation in bed. (Sick.)

I just came from Ozine Fest last night.

Somehow, I wasn't able to buy anything.

Although I really wanted to buy that Asakura.

700 pesos. Wtf.

BUT REALLY, I JUST FORGOT MY MONEYYY. I WAS GOING TO BUY HER.

.. Okay, I admit it.

I forgot that I wanted to buy her.

Ugghh.

I fell asleep today.

Thrice.

Let's Dance

My hair!! It's... It's... Shortened. D:

Not really short short, just plainly subtracted in such a way to make all ends even.

Choir's in a week~ I'm so excited~~

D: When I get all I need to know about pianos and guitars(maybe violin someday), I'll put up my songs here.

... Someday.

I also plan to make some... Animations.. For... Choices of Fate... (Opening, Ending songs, anyone?) xD

My classes will start tomorrow. Mixed emotions xDD

Oh well~~

Reality Check, Hannah's Little Life Truths

I've been hiding these things for too long. Maybe it's time I put these little confessions up.

Maybe someone would stumble upon this blog, I am a person ignored.


Hannah.

"I am a person ignored. My whole life, I've always been at the background. A hidden shadow of those people who surround me."

Therefore, I lived in fear. I felt fear of being hated by the people I was with. Because of this, I was abused. Not physically, but in a state of which I was treated as an object rather than a person.

This has caused me not to feel any true and sincere emotion towards others. I have been selfish, I only showed that I cared out of fear of being hated.

I felt a great need for others, but I'v grown numb, so the truth is, I've broken four hearts. And I had the same fate. Four times.

I believe that I shall have a fifth heartbreak.

I've run out of confessions. I shall remember. Someday.

Argh!!

Gahh... It's been wee long since I've put something that actually makes sense here.

Anyway. There.
I wasn't able to eat properly for some three days, and I didn't have any food for two days. I also wasn't able to sleep in one of those days.

I was rather disturbed, even though I didn't know what really bothered me.

I thought that nothing would happen to me, since I'm used to not eating at all. I survived a whole year eating only one meal a day.

But when I was running down the stairs this morning, I fell on my knees. I realized that I am growing weak.

And to think that I told someone... "Hannah515 can survive anything!"

*Sigh*... I'm currently making a poster for our church choir concert next Sunday. I never knew I'd finish it in such a short period of time.

... Two days left before school starts. I am hoping that I could still hang out here even though I'll be pretty busy.

... And I hope he realizes. That I have grown fond of him. I try to stop myself. But.

30 June 2008

Hannah515 has lost her spirits. The cause remains unknown.

Tears are salty.

Tears are really salty.
I had another taste last night. I don't know why.
I just... Keep on crying.
Thinking....
And thinking...

---xxxx---

Ow. My fingers. They HURT.
D: No, not because of guitar lessons, but because...

They got owned by a friggin' door! DDD:
Dipping them in cold water'll help... I think. D:

I hope this doesn't affect my drawing skillz. DD:

*cries

GWARH.

Why must I be left out like this...





Why.. Why must I be alooone...





WHY MUST I HAVE GUITAR LESSONS ON MY OWWWWNNNNN DDD:<<<<





`Nuff said. Wells, I'm planning on putting my younger sister's guitars to good use.


She never uses them. D: Just as lazy as I am.


We have two pianos and two guitars. Deal with it. ;__;